livejournal sucks

July 29, 2008 at 7:22 pm

WOOWWWW! there was just an earthquake right now!!!!!! a little one.. I was just in my room playing with live journal when i heard something fall and break, then all of a sudden i see my fake flowers in its pot kinda shifting back and forth. i turned off my music to heighten my senses and sensed an earthquake was going down! it was just a little one, thank goodness. but it was pretty freaky i must say. it lasted for about 20 seconds. luckily no major damage was done.. or at least i hope not. the only thing irritating me right now are the welts my puppy left on my leg from jumping on me scared shitless. i just called Luan over in Long Beach. He said he felt it over there too. i wonder if any weather people saw this coming. i know they're anticipating this huuuge earthquake sometime soon. Chanty's been freaking out about it ever since high school. i hope this little one a couple minutes ago wasn't a precedent of a catastrophic one soon in the future... maybe i just jinxed it right now (knocking on woood!!).

but on a lighter note, welcome to my live journal. i used to actually write in an actual journal with an actual pen, actually writing. but i've just become so busy, and my penmanship has clearly diminished (like it has reverted to 3rd grade) when i write little things like checks, agendas, notes, etc. i kinda wish i could still write as much as i did because for a long time i was against online blogging (for myself anyway) because i wanted to uphold the value of the written word. even writing and receiving personal letters have become pretty much extinct. everythings on the internet and email. but i guess we must move forward with time and technology. email is much more fit for the fast-paced life, and also the lazy life..which is my life =). but anyway, i forgot where i was going with all this. ultimately, i just need a spot to vent......

I'm supposed to be helping Luan paint his new room right now. but with his retarded sleeping patterns, he woke up late as usual. I have a hospital shift tonight til 11pm. and thats pretty much it for today. it smells so good outside its making hungry.

i feel excluded from the 21 club. i hear about them going to mai tai or wherever and its like, aw, thanks for the invite? but i can't really blame them. i don't want them to waste their breath on me when we all know i can't go, YET! they're going to vegs again this weekend for Jamie's bday. i'm so envious just the fact that most of 310 is going. its cool tho, i have plans this weekend too! OC fair with my hunny, carmina and mikey's parties. but still, it still makes me feel a little sucky. just a little bit.

other than that.. i feel like i have nothing to complain about. i have some weeks where i just feel like shit, for no real reason at all! and i hate that. my confidence level goes down, i think wayyy too much, self-conscious..etc. etc. but after almost losing something vital to my future, i just feel so blessed and thankful that i got a second chance. again, i look forward to everything.. to the start of nursing school, the few hours i spend at home with my mom, my birthday coming up in a month, payday this friday, phone calls and texts from my friends, doing everything anything and nothing with Luan, good deals on dvds, sporadic surprises like mini earthquakes, and just spontaneous anything..